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Letting God hold what you cannot
For the grip that will not loosen, the future you cannot see, and the numbers that keep you up at night.
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Your mind may keep reaching ahead, searching for the next piece of information that will finally let you settle. You replay conversations, look for clues, imagine every possible outcome, or pray for some kind of sign that tells you what is coming. Sometimes you would almost rather know something difficult than keep living in the space between what you know and what you do not.
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When not knowing what comes next makes it almost impossible to stay in the moment you are actually in.
When waiting makes your whole life feel suspended until the answer finally comes.
When one number makes your mind start calculating everything that could go wrong next.
When being prepared starts feeling less like responsibility and more like something you can never finish.
When you wanted the change—or know it needs to happen—but part of you still feels unsettled by everything that is about to become different.
When a choice feels so important that making the wrong one starts to feel spiritually dangerous.
When caring about everyone starts to feel like being responsible for keeping everything from falling apart.
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